我盡然不知道我已經(jīng)死了
{"body":[{"id":"46236802104688640","sort":"0","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"2030年臘月初九,我躺在床上。全身腫得跟什么似的,從一開(kāi)始感覺(jué)全身發(fā)脹,渾身無(wú)力,就像千斤巨石壓著似的,根本無(wú)法動(dòng)彈。意識(shí)也逐漸模糊。從冬月中旬,我的病情惡化以后,老婆孩子就都被叫回來(lái),侍候我的飲食起居。"},{"id":"46236802104688641","sort":"1024","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"老婆正在廚房,做好飯。喊到:“兒子!把這碗稀飯端去喂給你爸爸吃。”"},{"id":"46236802104688642","sort":"2048","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"“好的,來(lái)了!”我小兒子爽快的回答道:"},{"id":"46236802104688643","sort":"3072","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我兒子,端著稀飯,來(lái)到我的房間。隨后我大兒子也跟著過(guò)來(lái)了,用一塊布圍住我的脖子,防止稀飯到處粘。圍好后跟他阿弟說(shuō):“你先喂著,我去端一碗給爺爺吃,爺爺也起不來(lái)床了。” “好嘛!你去嘛”。他阿弟回答道:"},{"id":"46236802104688644","sort":"4096","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我大兒子到廚房。盛了一碗飯,夾了一些菜,端著到他爺爺?shù)姆块g。 說(shuō)道:“爺爺!吃飯了,要不要我喂你?” 他爺爺回答道:“不用你喂,去看一下你爸爸,喂給你爸爸吃,我自己能吃?!?},{"id":"46236802104688645","sort":"5120","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我兒子說(shuō)道:“那好吧!你先吃我過(guò)去看一下?!?},{"id":"46236802104688646","sort":"6144","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我兒子倒了一杯水,放在他爺爺床頭。就又回到了我的房間。幫我擦完嘴收拾干凈,就到廚房去了。"},{"id":"46236802104688647","sort":"7168","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"廚房里老婆已經(jīng)做好了飯,對(duì)孩子們說(shuō):“去叫你奶奶來(lái)吃飯?!?},{"id":"46236802104688648","sort":"8192","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我小兒子爽快的回答道:“好嘞!”"},{"id":"46236802104688649","sort":"9216","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"來(lái)到堂屋里,我小兒子喊道:“奶奶,吃飯啰!”"},{"id":"46236802104688650","sort":"10240","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我媽回答道:“好嘛,來(lái)了。”"},{"id":"46236802104688651","sort":"11264","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"飯桌上,很安靜。只聽(tīng)到扒飯和夾菜的聲音。 一會(huì)兒我老婆突然問(wèn)了一句:“如果你們爸爸不在了,你們咋辦?”"},{"id":"46236802104688652","sort":"12288","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我媽說(shuō)了一句:“誒!咋辦?不在了么就不在了。他不在了日子還不是照樣要過(guò),辦完后事么,該干活的干活,該打工的打工。又不是不治,治不好了么,這是天意哪個(gè)有什么辦法。”"},{"id":"46236802104688653","sort":"13312","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我老婆,眼睛有點(diǎn)發(fā)紅,眼淚好像在打轉(zhuǎn)。"},{"id":"46236802104688654","sort":"14336","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我媽又說(shuō)了一句:“四五十歲的人了,要看開(kāi)點(diǎn),生老病死,哪個(gè)都要過(guò)這一關(guān)。就像生小孩一樣,時(shí)間都快到了你還怕疼不想生,可能嗎?”"},{"id":"46236802104688655","sort":"15360","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我老婆說(shuō)道:“你們都還在世,他先走了。以后的日子咋過(guò)嘛!”"},{"id":"46236802104688656","sort":"16384","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我媽說(shuō):“我們跟你一樣難過(guò),留不住么,有什么辦法。還不如讓他早點(diǎn)走,少受點(diǎn)罪?!?},{"id":"46236802104688657","sort":"17408","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我大兒子也插了一句:“我覺(jué)得,我奶奶說(shuō)的好像更有道理一點(diǎn)。”"},{"id":"46236802104688658","sort":"18432","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我小兒子也說(shuō)道:“就是嘛!如果哭得回來(lái),我們哥倆可以跪在他床前,哭上三天三夜不睡覺(jué)?!?},{"id":"46236802104688659","sort":"19456","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我老婆白了我兒子一眼。說(shuō)了一句:“你媽那個(gè)xxx養(yǎng)只寵物都會(huì)有感情的嘛!你這兩只白眼狼冷血?jiǎng)游?,白養(yǎng)掉!”"},{"id":"46236802104688660","sort":"20480","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我大兒子又說(shuō):“喲哦!你有感情,你哭死掉,傷心死掉。我們咋辦?這兩個(gè)老人咋辦?普氣都沒(méi)有,我們跟你沒(méi)有感情嗎?我們跟你不親嗎?斷了一條感情么還剩下四條感情呢嘛!真是的輕重都分不清!”"},{"id":"46236802104688661","sort":"21504","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"那天晚上,我媽跟我老婆還有我兒子,看了一會(huì)兒電視。我老婆就去燒熱水給他們洗腳,然后端了一盆到我房間里幫我擦了擦身體,然后就在我旁邊的小床上睡下了。"},{"id":"46236802104688662","sort":"22528","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"半夜的時(shí)候,突然之間房間門(mén)開(kāi)了。進(jìn)來(lái)兩個(gè)穿西服的男人,微笑著向我走來(lái)。我便起身迎了上去,開(kāi)口問(wèn)道:“兩位朋友為何要闖入我的房間?沒(méi)看到有女眷嗎?” 當(dāng)時(shí)我發(fā)現(xiàn)我不光可以說(shuō)話,還可以走動(dòng)了,高興得不得了。"},{"id":"46236802104688663","sort":"23552","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"那個(gè)穿白西服的開(kāi)口說(shuō)道:“是這樣的,先生,您今天大限已至,閻王讓我們接先生同往極樂(lè)世界。”"},{"id":"46236802104688664","sort":"24576","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我怒吼道:“朋友,你發(fā)燒了嗎?怎么跟我一樣說(shuō)胡話?”"},{"id":"46236802104688665","sort":"25600","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"穿黑西服的也開(kāi)口說(shuō)話了:“先生你要不信,回頭看看,你已經(jīng)離開(kāi)你的肉身了?!?},{"id":"46236802104688666","sort":"26624","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我回頭看了一眼,媽的我真的還躺在床上。腫的跟豬頭一樣,滿臉?biāo)阑疑?,沒(méi)有一點(diǎn)生機(jī)。我瞬間懵逼了,驚詫的問(wèn)了一句:“難道我真的死了嗎?”"},{"id":"46236802104688667","sort":"27648","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"兩個(gè)人一口同聲的回答道:“先生,好像真的是這個(gè)樣子的哦!”"},{"id":"46236802104688668","sort":"28672","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我急忙給那兩個(gè)人,作了個(gè)揖說(shuō)道:“兩位上差,可否容我跟家人道個(gè)別?”"},{"id":"46236802104688669","sort":"29696","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"那個(gè)穿黑衣服的說(shuō)道:“先生,大可不必了。他們?cè)僖猜?tīng)不到你說(shuō)話了?!?},{"id":"46236802104688670","sort":"30720","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"我一瞬間,傷心欲絕。卻怎么也流不出眼淚。心里痛到無(wú)法形容。"},{"id":"46236802104688671","sort":"31744","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"那個(gè)黑衣服的又說(shuō)話了:“先生,我們不宜在此久留,我們陰氣太重對(duì)貴夫人的身體有大礙,令尊還有11年陽(yáng)壽,令堂還有14十四年,所以你放心吧!你們家,你先走,對(duì)你們家有好處。這個(gè)你以后就知道了。”"},{"id":"46236802104688672","sort":"32768","type":1,"role":"46218992754861064","content":"說(shuō)著,他們攙著我的胳膊,漸漸的飛離了房間。我拼命的呼喊,也沒(méi)有把他們喊醒,簡(jiǎn)直傷心到了極點(diǎn)。"}],"sentencecount":33}